This is me...

I used to have a litle book where I wrote all the things I used to think about having a dream job, find love and travel around the whole world... 

It's been almost 19 years and I still dream about some of this things... so that's how I became a blogger now... to tell you some things you may have to know...

Im a normal person who wants to get my happily ever after... for a long time... and when I said that it means that I want to find this someone who can make me feel complete. 

It's been a while since my last relation, and it's not because I didn't want them it's just that I decide it to be alone for sometime to get to know me and understand what I want. 

I got the most incredibles best friends I couldn't ask to have.... you dont want to know all the crazy things they make me do so I can let my self go to let my self be loving by someone...  so I guess or may be I most say that when it's come to me to make a desicion or let my self go I got stock.

And the weird part its that I dont know if I doing it on purpose or it's just me... what I mean it's that sometimes I feel like Im not going to find the One... this person who makes you feel butterflies and everything... 

But moving on... right now I see my girls happy with their partners in crime and Im happy for them, Im truelly do... and this make me want to find this thing again, because I want to fall in love, believe me I want it... 

This days I was thinking on what I want cause I was very sick and was in the hospital for almost a month, and in that moment I thought... Oh my god!!! what if I didnt make it, that's it!!!! my life is over and alone... and I got scared, really scared...

Off course I love my family and friends they're with me all over, but I want that, I just want that thing that keep you breathing and alive... sometimes I thought if I ever fall in love, cause I been in relations before but I dont know if I really fall for them... and off course I dont mean that I didnt care for them, because I share a lot of special moments with each one... 

So.. for now this is me... a girl looking for getting there, yes, that's the name of my blog, getting there, cause I want to getting there in life in every chapter of it... 

Stay tune... and you can also get there....